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>>67329133>but it also cuts deeperi'll be more explicit: you can get hurt a lot more by the people you call your family, those that knew you when you were young and impressionable. if you have a mission fulfill it. as for what you're talking about, if you have a goal then try and strive to make it happen. but this is a separate discussion more related to mental health. surrounding yourself with people that improve your situation and worldview is important, but family can ruin your life forever.