>>108158520Fumbled my research paper again, third time. Anxiety and focus meds on top of stress and poor emotional management. Kinda hate how relaxed I am right now, but it is the holidays. Bit sad that I can't quite match up with Finana's determination and ability when she hasn't even been in school since high school. But I've started streaming, I've written a scene in a story/VN I want to write. Feel like I do nothing every year, so I think I might actually move forward next year. I'll apply, even if Feesh were to disappear next year, I need to keep moving forward.