>>17907113Here is what I can say about you, from your own admission and inference based on past posts. Yes, I am armchair psychoanalyzing you.
>open bisexual, but won't admit it due to adherence to 4chan culture of homophobia and bigotry>deeply insecure about their voice (gay lisp) and appearance, projects themselves as masculine as they can>prefers women, but prefers receiving in bed, both as a bottom and in terms of anal sexIn other words, your internalized homophobia likely stems from your time on this website, where it became natural for you to assume bigoted opinions despite how paradoxical it is to your actual identity. It's why you are insecure about what would be stereotypically homosexual behaviors, because your mind has unironically become so rotted from this website that noticing these behaviors results in self-hatred.
I have also noticed how you have trust issues regarding affection and love, how you abandon any gesture of affection as "shallow" and "disingenuous." Perhaps, like Kronii, you've been betrayed before in the past, which may be why you enjoy watching her specifically since she's just like you after all. Perhaps, the theory that you were the anon who admitted to being raped is true, which would explain it all as these trust issues manifested as a result of sexual trauma, in which to that I feel nothing but sadness over and hope you recover.
I will say, I'll admit that I do not "love" you yet, but I at the very least like you, namefagschizo. Not out of being a "stalker" as you call me, but because there are genuine adorable moments which appear as Freudian slips as you type. It's that gap factor, and it's nothing short of cute. Will I ever meet you? Most likely not. Will I ever see you? Most likely not. But may I ever love you? Love you in a nonshallow, true sense? Potentially yes. Now let us in.
