>>15514127You just don't want others above you more so than wanting everyone on a level playing field. Look, I didn't start watching Meru until around her six month anniversary, and I am not in thr discord since I'd only be in one with people I know. You still get greetings, and they still read your messages when appropriate even if you weren't there from the start nor participate in the discord. They have treated me similarly to Kawaii and Prisim stream chats.
Just chill out.