>>50929080There's no shame in watching archives instead, I often end up having to do that as well. It used to be much easier for me to watch every stream when I had more time, but at least my timezone is convenient so I can at least partially watch her streams in the background while working unless there are meetings or deadlines or I really need full concentration. It is what it is, not much you can do about it. As long as you continue to get enjoyment out of her content it doesn't really make all that much of a difference whether it's live or not. If anything, watching archives has the advantage of being able to pause and rewind if you didn't understand what she said so you can try to figure it out once more.
