>>72028892I got charmed by Kiara in the beginning because she got frustrated with Hololive at the start, was frustrated by being "last place" (still big) and she seemed to respond well to me cheering her on.
I felt like she was in the trenches getting grenades, overwhelmed by it all, and I was providing cover fire. I know how it feels to fail. Plus she played games I liked and was interested in Japan.
I can't catch her live anymore, and she doesn't need someone like me anymore. I'm happy for her, really and truly, but there's nothing else for me to do.
Same with Mori to a lesser degree. She has sponsorships and albums out the ass. I enjoy the content but most of Myth are out of the common reach.
I still like them, of course, but I've still got my own mountain to climb.