>>58560702I don't mind that part desu. I just never truly experienced this level of love and affection, so I feel undeserving of it.
I've never truly experienced this before from my oshi. I barely speak JP, so my only true oshi's come from the EN scene. To have an oshi that genuinely seems to care and puts in a ton of effort into their work is foreign to me.
Feeling actual love from my oshi was a truly alien feeling until now.
