blogpost incoming, feel free to ignore
>have to switch psychiatrists because mine is no longer "in-network"
>new psych wants to switch my meds
>don't really have a say
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>can't get prescription filled for some reason
>have to call pharmacy and dr office
>insurance wants a "pre-authorization" form
>this form is basically involves the doctor justifying why i need certain meds/treatment
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>play phone tag between them
>not on meds for about a week now, starting to seriously affect my life
>form gets submitted
>some pencil pushing cunt with 0 medical training gets to decide whether i need the treatment my doctor ordered
>surprise, insurance won't cover meds
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>have to wait until after the weekend when the dr is back in office
>to try to get put back on my old meds that were covered
>in the meantime i'm making retarded decisions constantly
>setting myself back months of progress in the gym, school, life, /pyon/
>self-esteem plummeting
>life is in complete freefall
>cut myself off from friends and family
america #1 best country wookiki and /pyon/ are my only respite right now. i'm trying my best to contain my menhera. thank you guys for always being so nice. i might be exaggerating but it feels like today's stream genuinely saved my life. it's not mother's day for me yet but i have the energy/willpower to call my mom and leave her a message right now thanks to my kikium reserves.
>>49365779nini fren, hope you have sweet rabbity dreams