>>38903950I'm in the same boat as you, mate
I'm slowly running out of elders I could even hope to make proud, and more and more I feel like I've wasted the past 12 or so years of my life being a neet, sitting on my ass, unsuccessful at 30 with really only myself to blame.
There's always next year I keep telling myself, only this time, I have Kiki by my side.
I will try and do my best for her.