>>20671465>Then what's keeping you here?Nothing else going on in life and checking the catalogue for new stuff for some quick dopamine. No really, at this point I feel like my internet related media consumption is more addiction-like driven. I just click from tab to tab on different sources to check if anything is going on, because just can't bring myself to do anything else. I feel tired from life and lost most of my passion for things that interested me, well implying they weren't coping mechanisms in first place.
>Are you the kind that doesn't watch anymore but you still want to keep tabs on things?Just as I said before, it's not even the fact of keeping myself up to date with current developments, it's really just the need to fill the void I have where anything could go. Drama, more refined shitposting, looking for fap material in horny threads,.....I wouldn't even know who I should name if I had to tell you which vtubers I like the most, because deep down I know that I don't give two shits besides finding them somewhat endearing. And it's a pattern I noticed fairly recently, not only within vtubers, but also with anime (I stopped watching actively when I got into chuubas) and gaming (used to play tons of league, just because it filled my time and I had nothing else to do, didn't even enjoy it).
At this point I'm considering giving myself a break from internet entertainment altogether, which is not easy in current times, maybe try to pick up some reps and hope to find new, better founded goals in life before I turn into an actual serious schizo.
