>>59379145I know what you’re saying, and I don’t listen to mainstream news and avoid medicating whenever possible. I get my news by osmosis then discuss with my buddies what we think the angle is, or ignore it completely because I know the time is not ripe for anything that matters to happen, and even if it were there will be many attempts to honeypot aware individuals, especially those who are potentially in bad mental states. I refuse to become a tool to their machinations. Instead I will use my limited time on this planet to help out who I can and enjoy what I can out of life. I want children and a wife, but I want them all to be thinkers themselves and thus discerning individuals who will not get caught up in the lies of the state and the elite. As for the ideas of heroism, that is my own doing. If I fail to have my family or fail in my dreams under the current system, I would rather be given the death of a warrior than go out with a whimper. No matter the ending, I know ultimately that what we do here is temporary and fleeting, but our connection to the universe/God is unending, and what comes after what really matters. I’d rather leave here a better place in the process, no matter how minuscule my contribution ultimately is.