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I'm sorry for the vent I'm about to do.
I watched everyone's "Coming back from trip" stream, and I couldn't help but notice how all them almost didn't even mention Reimu in the trip, almost like they forgot about her, and also how they went met Kiara literally one day after Reimu get in her comeback plane, and I don't know why but that stuff got me so mad, and I hate this feeling. I don't dislike any liver, if anything I like to support them if I can, but I'm so angry at them, which is weird, cause I know they're free to talk whatever they want from the trip, that's totally, even so I still feeling like that, which I shouldn't, cause my oshi said she was really happy, and I can totally notice it, but still, that irritation is so... I... I even thought of maybe acting like some kinda of anti and sending a supa saying something mean so maybe they would talk about her, but right after think that I felt so fucking disgusting, I don't want say anything bad about my oshi... Right now, while writing this, I feel like trash, I hate how angry I'm feeling, and I am scared, scared of becoming some kind of schizo... or perhaps I might already have turned into one.
I'm sorry, really sorry for venting here and making anyone read this, I just don't have anywhere or anyone who I could've talked about this besides here, I really needed to take that out of my chest, I'm sorry
