>>86264052It was a saving grace for her socially, even if the circumstances of her starting VTubing were dubious and she was being taken advantage of. She made it to college young and enrolled in a PhD program at the age of nineteen because of influence from her parents, but the workload of that was tearing her apart. At her lowest point she found VTubing, and it was something she truly loved to do, so that's what she's been working towards
>why does she pretend to be so miserable about her lifeShe doesn't. She doesn't deny that bad things have happened to her, but by her own words she's doing the best she's ever been. The reason she's been gone for so long is so she can clean up her health and personal life as best she can so she can go all in on streaming.