>>81149614Lia it sucks YT are being bastards, but you have to get up and fight.
Get yourself back in the game. You want to experiment? Experiment on streaming on Twitch for a week.
FIGHT LIA FIGHT.
Also do what the one chatter said: the playbutton is a cheap piece of metal. The meaning behind is what matters, and you can get something to represent the meaning. Order a replica fro Etsy or somewhere if you must. Heck, the checkmark and being verified on YT is 10000x more important than a piece of damn tin.