I got a confession
>>61065224I got into fighting games because I wanted to have fun with a friend who loved fighting games.
He hates me now because I surpassed him, despite he having years of advantage. He never mentioned wanting to go pro but he probably thought about it at some point. He was a prideful creature, but passionate.
He was my best friend and the person who I looked up the most. He was better than me at life. he was everything I was not. He had everything I lacked: a social life, a good job, a future, happiness.
I won because I had nothing else but the wish to become stronger. I won because I never saved anything for the swim back
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iSYUI-sNkwkMe, the inferior, the broken, the Untermensch. Worse in everyway, but, victorious.
yet
I never cared about winning
It's just the way i live
It's just the way I am
I am sorry
How long until I find forgiveness?
This girl is literally me.