>>19067938I'm just incredibly sad, first and foremost. I'm also angry at her and the whole situation.
I don't know man. I'll listen to her explain herself, but I'm not sure I want to follow her over there for good. I loved Rushia, I don't want to love someone that isn't completely Rushia.
All the recent stuff has made it really hard, I want to believe in her and wish her all the best but it's hard to argue that everyone else is wrong and lying and she is innocent, she's not.
Maybe the best course of action is to treasure the truly fun and joy filled times I was able to spend with her as Rushia, but to let that journey end there