>>43113555I was going through hell on sept of 2020. Fiance split up with me, job got eliminated cause of covid, post grad program/job training thing I was about to start a month later got cancelled. People who were practically family died cause of covid the same day I went into the ICU to get put into a ventilator. All of this was a few days before her debut, so by the time she started, I was in a pretty shitty place but she helped me laugh. I was already a hololive fan before EN was even hinted at and I was happy there was someone with Huke's design, someone who liked similar RPGS and anime as me, someone who was into idols (especially H!P instead of AKB48) and more importantly someone I could feel good about rooting for. I'm in a much better state now and although I can't say she's the sole reason I didn't lose my shit, she was a big part of why I was able to laugh during hard times. I owe her a lot. She's still my favorite and she's probably the only member that I'd follow after graduation if she still feels like making content alone. I wish I could support her more.