>>64298834I love him so much (extremely parasocial) wife is the light of my life and my reason for living he makes me want to be a stronger and better person for him. And yeah I understand what you mean, the time with have with him is somtimes so fleeting and uncertain but we just have to cherish everyday like it's the last and it makes the time we have with him much more precious even if it might be bitter sweet. Its better to have lovee and lost than not love at all. Nobody is like him and nobody can replace him in my heart.
