>>27864209I've always preferred to just do "my thing" instead of doing what everyone else does even if it's what everyone wants. This is probably narcissism but i want to offer something on my stream that nobody else has. If only a handful of people care, that's okay. There's so many people out there playing games with half baked commentary looking at my own game streams i see how boring i really am. I'm a failure of a human and i shouldn't try to pretend like i can do what everyone else can do naturally. The whole "I don't want subscribers i want friends" thing is actually real, which is why my absolute goal is like 50CCV at max because I'd feel bad if someone on my stream feels neglected. I think the ASMR stuff i can use to build more of a connection to my viewers. Maybe you won't get the full BFE experience, but if you were a friend in front of me and you wanted to kiss me even just as a joke, I probably wouldn't say no.
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