>>21900631Jesus Christ get help dude. The real underlying issue here is that YOU are afraid of getting hurt. You think you found the love of your life because you got into a parasocial relationship with an anime girl.
Your take away is that she must be some kind of special beauty. WRONG.
Pippers is nice and all, dont get me wrong.
But the take away you should take is that you can find similar relationships in your actual life. Put yourself out there, be okay getting hurt and stop chasing an anime girl doing her job.
This is like when a guy falls in love with a stripper. Go find yourself a girlfriend.