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I was thinking of DMing saru this but decided not to bother her with something that might make her feel abandoned or neglected, so I'll tell you guys. I'm breaking up with saru, I thought long and hard about it and the subathon along with her talking to us about the future of her channel was the perfect moment to do it. The last 2 days I made my final decision to break up with her.
But there's a catch, when she comes back, I'm going to start watching her again, but this time not as a bf but as a new viewer. I won't make a new account for it it's too much of a hassle but I'm approaching it with the mindset of a new viewer, If I don't like a stream Ill close it like I would some random stream and won't stay because I feel attached to her. I also won't look at her discord or fansly in this time. If while doing this I fall in love with her again like I did last year, even after she changes her content like she wants to, I know saru was meant to be my oshi and I'll ask her to be my gf again like last year.
This will be a hard test of our relationship and I feel bad for doing this to her but either I save us months of driving apart or our relationship will be stronger than ever.
