>>82130400NTA but you can control the outcome and find competitive multiplayer fun more than you think if you go in with a solid team and learn how to properly mix being a try hard and fucking around.
When I used to play online FPSers, like Call of Duty, I'd focus on objectives over personal stats with my teammates, so while I had a K:D of 2:1, my W/L ratio was easily 10:1. That really makes a huge difference in how you play them.
Pic unrelated, but I liked the music from it.