>>59826585Thanks for that. I think it's a combination of October (my favorite month) finally being enjoyable for once, a large part of that being Coni, and really needing to fill this lonely hole in my heart that she's been lounging comfortably in the last month or so. Maybe I'll see things more clearly when November hits.
>>59826650Naw, I'm at least realistic in knowing the whole thing is firmly parasocial and will never end up with any one of us getting with her. I guess it's just coming to terms with this strange new modern type of mental confusion that is this weird crush-like feeling on someone that feels closer than they could ever realistically be.
