>>53759916Posting since I don’t think I’ll ever get a chance to elaborate again. Played with this one anon on a few weekends a year and some change ago. Funny but neurotic guy. Seemed to really like building these heavily japanese themed houses as well as chibi pixelart shrines he would dedicate his oshi. He got chummy very fast as he definitely seemed the undersocialized type. Even when we wouldn’t be playing, he would message me throughout the week with blogposts venting about crap like his mom’s boyfriend being abusive or his dad having dementia and not being able to play monster hunter with him anymore. I think I should have immediately caught on to the fact he was a bit fruity by how he asked me to add some cosmetics mods so that he could cosplay as his oshi in-game. When we hit the postgame, we kept meeting on weekends to talk about streams and build together. I think then he started getting really attached, as he began oversharing personal secrets like the fact he owned a pokemon daki that he hid from his mom and sister using the crawlspace(maybe attic?) and also started sharing stories he wrote for /wg/ but also murder fantasies involving his mom’s boyfriend. The ERPing started as sort of innocent with him making joke comments where he pretended to be his oshi saying or doing cute things, like some do here. Then shifted into “joke” comments pretending to be his oshi complementing me and talking about our builds, in a little self aware and self-deprecating way. Finally he made a pretty brave “joke” comment pretending to be his oshi fondling my balls using a roll of laser measuring tape(some item in-game). I shut him down and pretty harshly, I think. So harshly I think that I really hurt his feelings I guess. He started apologized really profusely and when I said it was okay we continued to play in awkward silence for like half an hour, until he said something about needing to leave earlier than usual to buy some groceries or whatever and went away. Probably an excuse, because he unfriended me right afterwards. It’s far too late now, but I think back and lament not reaching out to the guy again. Not because I’m a homo, but because I think I lost a friend : (
He was a hooman btw
