I haven't been here in like a year or two. I loved Hololive all the way from the beginning. I watched the debut of Gen 5 and then later Myth. I was here for Hope and Council. EN 3 was nice but I was already pretty sparse here compared to my days being here everyday. I came back a bit for EN4. It was nice. I was here with you guys when it all started. But then life things happened and I left. Watched indies, gained another oshi, made some new friends for a while while keeping up with Holo news. More people left and it made me sad. I knew things wouldn't last forever but still. I wish we'd gotten a few more years together. Now looking back, I regret leaving and missing out on so much with you guys and the girls. I miss my oshi and regret not keeping up with her as much as I used to. I miss those days. I miss the fun I had in the thread. The Deadbeat vs Teamates wars was one of the best. I'm gonna miss those scaly bastards. And now I'm gonna miss Ame. I hope we'll see her again in some form, but I know it'll never be the same. I looked up to Myth as the pillars of EN vtubing and now it feels like those pillars are starting to crumble. Sorry for the blogpost. Fuck nostalgia always hits me the hardest.
>>85595286God damn it...