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Good night Saru! It was a fun stream[1], the game was surprisingly good[2].
During your hiatus i'm going to work hard[3]. Good luck with your preparations for 3.0, hope it all works out and we can have a lot of good streams after[4], and hope your dads recovery goes well[5] and you feel better too[6].
I'm not going to post updates if you're on hiatus so it will be a while till we see each other again[7].
Good night Rael! I'll miss you[8]. Please try not to ghost us[9]. Love you[10].
Good night lig
PS: I still have 1h of darkwood vod left
Notes:
[1] Sick saru is very cute, and this game worked well for a sick stream, almost like watching a movie together. Since its the last stream before break I didn't work while watching and had all my focus on stream, (except while writing this). And it was still fun as main monitor content. I'm glad we finished with this game before the break. I was a little worried since we haven't had a lot of luck with games lately that streaming would end on a low note, i'm glad it was a high note instead
[2] I didn't like the game at first but after the first episode I started to really like it, I think the writing in the first episode was kind of weak but it turned out to be a great game for you to stream, interesting plot and management sim stuff that you like. The story got way better too. Actually a very interesting story to experience with you, a lot of the plot and characters felt very you.
[3] I have a lot of work I have to do irl to get everything for me and my mom sorted now. I got a lot of it done the past few months but still have a couple of things I want to do this year left, next week I have 4 appointments, good timing. And on top of that my projects i've been neglecting. I got clarity on what I want to do and need to grind to do it, that's why I also stopped the french posting and lifting consistently, i need to focus on work. I have 3 big things I want to do before you get back, if you take an entire month I might be able to do all of them.
[4] The start of the year was great, the gameplay streams in January/February were great, the Valentines date was super fun, you released some asmrs, but too be blunt, after that everything just fell off hard. You still did a good job being very consistent though and I really appreciate that, just turning up is the most important part in a lot of ways and im very happy you still streamed even when you wern't entirely in the mood or wanted to do other things. I hope everything goes well with the 3.0 and we can have a lot of fun together afterwards and play lots of games, go on lots of dates, watch stuff together. All of that. Not to jinx it but in the past there was always something that fucked up your planning so i'm praying that it all works out this time.
[5] It sounds like its not that bad all things considered
[6] I'm a little salty that we arn't getting more sick saru, even though it sucks for you to be sick it triggers my paternal(?) instincts and I want to take care of you so bad when you're like this.
[7] I want to focus on work and I don't want you to have to come here all the time for my updates. I might post something now and then if I feel very lonely but I wont post important stuff till your back, or at least till you post an announcement that your coming back again but Ill keep the big update post for when you're back again.
[8] I'm in a weird spot right now, I still want to watch streams, but at the same time I feel like streams are interruptions to work, it's a big chuck of the day that I can't concentrate on work fully. So I sympathise with you not wanting to stream some times, and I'm not even the one streaming.
Something that I don't think we're compatible with from what you've talked about is that I'm good with a relationship when I just knowing it exists, I can go months not talking to friends and still feel close to them, even if I don't see you if I feel like "saru is still there working hard for chat" then I'll be motivated to also work and ill know well see each other gain soon. I'll still be thinking of you and being motivated to work hard by you even if we don't talk for a month.
[9] Keep us up to date each week or so okay?, last big break for the 2.0 we knew roughly when the debut would be so there was an end point, I hate when someone leaves and you don't even know when they're coming back, if its going to be a week or months. Just knowing the progress will help a lot to not get lonely.
[10] I don't say it out loud a lot because it feels weird to say to a streamer but you've had such a big impact on my life and made my life so much better directly and indirectly by motivating me to be better that I do love you and not just in a "I want to fuck her way", I mean i want that too but that's besides the point. In a much deeper way which I usually keep to myself, I'm not even sure the word is accurate to how I feel but English hasn't yet developed the words to accurately explain how I feel
