>>68466234Reading through that thread just made me more depressed. I still had hope things would get better when i have the money to move in 2023, but i didnt think the pets would be a problem.
Also, i found grimmi in summer 2022 and putting her vods the background helped to cope back then and shes graduating in a month. I havent watched her in forever but it means no more good 4am background noise i can tune in to.
Im tired of the pointless coping, its the same shit day in and day out, wake up feed my cats, get my chores done, take a shower and wait until it sleeping time and repeat while archiving random vtuber vods i dont even give a shit about anymore and editing "yabs" out if needed. Thats not living.
>>68466302I forgot for a sec what KYS means in this thread. Its been so long since i heard it in that regard and not the usual meaning of kys that people constantly use on the board.