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The quickest way to cure yourself of your gachikoi towards your (male) oshi is simple.
Just remind yourself that he hates you. Remind yourself that he is not an outlier and he blames you for all of his problems like every other male that frequents these threads.
Whatever sexual fantasies you have of him he is disgusted by.
He expects you to be okay with whatever niche masturbation fantasy he has, but the reminder that you have a sex drive independent of his is a turnoff. He thinks you're a retarded whore - again, like every other man.
His belief that you are a subhuman is only confirmed to him as you continue to support him. He can't believe you fall for his likeable persona. It's all an act, after all.
Give up.