>>1054531661. A romantic relationship is a shared bond between two consenting wills that recognize the other's existence and which, after coming to know each other, makes the mutually agreed upon decision to freely share in each other's trials and triumphs.
2. Your oshi doesn't know you exist. And even if she did, she would not agree with your proposal
3. Therefore she isn't sharing a bond with you.
Conclusion: Your statement is objectively false. Therefore you aren't in a relationship, and she isn't your girlfriend. So yes, you are actually deluded. Take your meds.
