>>67907457What anon said *cums on you*
>>67886735Also let me get back to this, for now i simply looked into options i could move to where they still pay my disability pension and US was one of them, i specifically mentioned US as one option. Idk where i plan to move to if i leave this country behind that i only ever had bad memories of since my birth (i literally broke my collar bone when i was born, i guess the fact i was born feb 13 might ad that 13 is a unlucky number. Im not being serious).
But yeah i will make sure to properly inform myself about any possible country i might move into when i find the energy to look into it properly. For now its just an idea, but i need to find the motivation to do anything properly again before i can do so, but nothing i try is working.
Even talking to people just makes me overthink and i feel like when my posts get too wordy, people hate me for any additional word i add. I know its an totally irrational way of thinking, but people in my childhood generally treating me like im human trash fucked with my self esteem and feelings of self worth, but i just stop talking and continue getting my daily exercise routine done. I have some work to do today.
