>>77223235I understand, but it's going to be okay anon, I promise. The first few weeks will be the hardest... make sure to give yourself time to process what you're feeling, okay? And remember that Alban's not gone! He's just afk, hard at work to make it back to you. He's in his One Piece training arc and he'll come back to us better than ever... but knowing all of that doesn't help the heartache, and I know that, too. Maybe we can have group watch-alongs of his vods together and livepost here, what do you think? Would that help?