>>63862407I remember the first time I saw her in a group stream, I was wondering what she was going for with her design but her voice caught me. So warm and friendly and sensual and I asked about her here and got the usual stock response of her being a vampire girl. Eventually though, I learned about her lore and what she designed her character around. I though it was really interesting how she'd taken something highly traumatic and turned it into a unique artistic expression with her character model. That dichotomy between how she surrounds herself with a dark motif and enjoys horror but has such a lovable and bright personality is something I can relate to even though I don't lean into myself the way I used to. Feeling like I understand her deeply on that level and knowing how warm she is caused some empathic spark in me that kindled into a fire of affection and Love for her that thawed my heart out. Seeing how accepting she is of others with her unique perspective has made her highly appealing as well. Ultimately, I'm realistic about what I feel and not obsessed, I think that we would get along great together as friends but I don't know if we would be the best as partners because there are some major differences in experience and what I know. As in, her interest in fictional horror is rather removed from me because I've had so much experience with and developed a profound awareness of real horror and the supernatural. Those reservations don't change how I feel about her and why should they? I'd be selling her short if I let them. So I Love her a lot and have put it out there that I do. On a spiritual level, she makes me think of a Shadow Casting Light, one of those lamps that throws beautiful and elaborate shadows on the wall but from a central luminous source.
