>>54878756just a small combination of god shoving my face into the dirt because of biological reality (im not a troon i mean in the we all die of age way) for like the 5th time after i finally start getting my life on a good track
im getting real fucking tired of every time i start picking up my shit god slaps it back down like a month later and tells me to get gud while im still halfway through picking up the first theoretical lego set of many
but thats still not enough to not make the oof.mp3 go away
and like 400mg caffeine in the past like 3 hours that may be fueling the anxiety in a yabe way because i may have forgot i was 2 'light' energy drinks down
its mainly the caffeine amplifying it
i really should stop taking like 280mg daily as a baseline but im dependent on it right now to be functional
