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>16 months of experience making content on a consistent upload schedule
>still haven't broken 500 subs despite doing collabs, shilling myself /here/, trying to pander to different audiences
>told myself it's fine, since corpos care more about consistent deliveries than popularity
>write, record, and edit my audition to niji + hololive but havent submitted yet
>realize that if I don't make it, all of my work over the last year is for absolutely nothing
I feel like I'm better off living with plausible deniability, telling myself that I'm not completely wasting my time by focusing on a 2view channel because I'm building towards something, but now that the thing I'm building towards is here I kind of wish I could go back to wasting my time.
