>>41270480to the anon who suggested I go to /hlg/ to try and get answers on my Kokoro video, not only did I come out empty-handed, but I helped someone find an old-ass Aqua video that he was having similar problems with.
anons, I can't take this anymore. Chammers stopped streaming, so I went back to hunting down archives, and every day I sink deeper and deeper into an endless abyss of disappointment and pain.
If StrawHaaton stops uploading videos one day, just know I killed myself.
(and yes, I edited pic related myself by changing the colors of pixels one-by-one to distract and tire myself long enough to calm down and not off myself immediately)