>>78940952For sure, it's always a mood-raising point of the day when she's around, and when she's not, I fill in the gaps with browsing fanarts of her, listening to her covers and originals, and watching VODs of streams I didn't catch live when I can. To my own bemusement, during her first year or so I was elated and infatuated with her to the point of smiling to myself like a moron all day long, daydreaming about her and I in romantic scenarios and hardly being able to think about anything else than her.
And even though that magic has since worn off and I'm aware we'll never even meet, it's a tad sad to imagine life without her, in one form or another.