>>65224489I think I've fallen pretty fucking bad where this is unironically where I'm at. I've felt as though I've lost my purpose in life for months now, Isla is the only thing I've got left that brings any amount of satisfaction. Everything else feels hollow and I'm just going through the motions until something about her comes up. It's funny, I used to poke fun at people like what I am now, and here I am. Sometimes I look at my shrine and feel a sense of pride and dread when I see it. This womans been apart of my life for two years now, always live at the perfect time when I needed her. She means the world to me. I feel like my fucking brain is melting just thinking about how stupid this all is. I'm coming apart at the seems and the only thing holding it together is the funny yellow woman.