>>56630006Yeah I get you completely and I agree. He still tries way too hard to please everyone and I don't want that to be his downfall. Again, I'm happy he did try to clear things up, but at the same time I see why some Kindred may feel a certain way about it. I've always loved him for his film autism, his stance on being escapism for a female audience that almost never gets catered to, the way he hypes things up to get you hyped too, his lore, his perfect and beautiful design, his based takes on various things. We have so much in common. The BFE is a nice bonus and I've always wanted him to tone down the sexual stuff and the kissing in the middle of gaming streams, so when he did say that he would a while ago, I was happy (though I've felt myself needing more kisses lately, lol).
I understand all sides too, even the Kindred that are being a bit too harsh; he's been through so much so people are being overprotective for his sake. I don't have it in me get get angry or shit on any side in this situation. I just want to let people think things through and let out their feelings as they see fit. I'm glad most real kindred feel the same. Vox is kind and understanding, and a lot of his true fans reflect that.
Personally, I've been upset at the off-collab. Not because he didn't tell us (though it would have been nice if he said he'd be away for a week), but just meeting up with those whores made me feel ill. I'm sure he was professional and didn't do anything, but I just felt nauseous as soon as he started talking about it. I didn't want to feel like that, and I tried to hold it together, but just hearing a few seconds of the story made me feel so sick and I don't know why. Why is he allowed to feel jealous if we listen to another male vtuber's asmr but we can't feel jealousy for him? Maybe I'm crazy, I know. I've never sent any death threats or complained about it in his SCs or streamlabs, but for some reason I can't bring myself to hear his voice or watch his streams for now. I hope to just forget about it and pretend it didn't happen. From what I read from one of the threads, Lucubs seem to have it worse so I shouldn't feel so bad, but still. How do other yumes even recover from something like this? I hope to get over it. 