>>76078294This turns out to be false.
It was an ironic joke by her at a later part of the monday morning zatsudan because 1. she already addressed it much earlier in that stream and also when talking to pemaloes in the live chatting lounge not-actually-waiting-room stream frame, 2. she had to exert a lot of effort explaining her plans for playing since it involved her health (which she immediately throw out the window because she's a junkie and she doesn't actually believe that thought process), 3. it was an Indonesian chatter that asked it, 4. somehow the comment section timestamper emphasized and italicized the later ironic reply instead of the earlier sincere one, 5. It can be hard to distinguish irony from sincerity with Kaela since her personality is quite jaded so she kinda sees a lot of things as ironic
I have my biases against Kaela and my fellow Indonesians which might color this explanation rrat.
But other than that, I have no data on Fauna's situation.
Maybe she's just burnt out from grinding for her tree (big shocker wow uuu), and joining hardcore might effect her efforts there and because of sunken-cost fallacy, she wishes to isolate the two?