>>75449265Full transcript from 01h09m27s (verbal ticks removed)
>i'm doin' my own thing>i felt like i was being a bit of a lone wolf in the past>and now i'm a lone wolf somewhere else>and just leave me be>i'm doing my best>I'm learning how to get over a lot of stuff that happened>>(responding to chat) thank you for being in this cozy environment>>i've also had to set boundaries with people lately >where people want to talk to me about "hollywood" [nijisanji] >and i have to be like "hey, i don't wanna hear about it">i do not want to hear about it>i do not>i'm good>i do not work there anymore>i think at some point when you just get out of a work environment it's not to be like>"omg the coffee girl said whaaaat?">"oh no way, no way, what did the lunch lady say? ugh!">but then after you're like "i dont wanna know">it's not that you don't care, it's...>have you ever been a kid, and you go to school>and when you graduate you're telling your parents you're going to be bff>and you parents are like "suuuuuuuure">>but i knew>and i even told a lot of people>"if you wanna keep in touch feel free">"but i'm gonna be busy, you're going to be busy, we don't have that much in common">i did tell a few people>it's not that deep>sometimes you are friends with people just because you work together>sometimes the only thing that binds you together is the closeness and proximity and complaining about the same stuff>and maybe being bound by the same rules>but i knew that and i feel like i communicated that very clearly to a lot of people>i'm very happy>and who knows, maybe one day in the future our paths will cross once again>>but at the moment i'd say i have pretty much one close friend>and it's my rosy friend>it's pretty much the only person that i still consistently check up with and text with and talk about stuff with>and that's because this is somebody that transcended the work friendship>this was something that transcended only talking about work>this was somebody i'm frien- (abruptly stops) y'know>but for other stuff, no hard feelings>i don't really wanna be brought up, and i don't really wanna be talked about, and... included?>i don't.>>god>i really hope>this does not get taken out of context 