>>38969139>>38969894>>38970087>>38970285>>38971980she is mentally ill thats why.
genuinely not making a rrat, its the truth.
her obsession with being generous, to her own detriment, is caused by trauma from a previous relationship with a family member
this family member was adored by her, but seriously ill, and she took care of them for the longest time. They died, and it affected her whole world. She admits that she coped by streaming, and being able to entertain others.
In summary, in ame's psyche - a loving relationship == a codependent relationship, and her only role where she is familiar with taking is being the caregiver/helper.
as a teamate, I only wish god shows this girl mercy, because she is broken af - and puts too much expectation on herself.
the only saving grace I can say is Kiara
because when kiara takes her help - she gives her what she desires which is the attention and praise that feels like she is loved.
and also tells everyone they should not expect so much from ame, as she has been tech support and project-creator for 2.5 years now - why is she the only one taking the responsibility?
I appreciate Kiara being a stacy and boss-bitching everyone for abusing her generosity
