>>20804520I guess it's kind of like
>before Ame, have a waifu that I really loved and adored>she'd embody a lot of traits that I really find attractive or identify with>often ship with the main protag of her game a lot (who I'd self insert as)At the end of the day though, it never really went much further than enjoying the series and appreciating all of the qualities of said waifu, maybe hoping that if I were to ever get a girlfriend it'd be someone similar to her in some manner, as that would have just been my taste I guess
Ame on the other hand, just feels more than all that, better even
I'm actually able to interact with and support Ame and show her my love, and she makes me feel all the wonderful feelings I've wanted to feel
All the smiles, laughs, even tears, it's all real, nothing I've ever felt before, I've never been this emotional or invested in anyone before
I don't even know if this makes sense, but it does to me, and one thing I am certain of: I am completely in love with Ame, yes