>>37061027I've been in a similar situation to yours, Anon. If that pain becomes a major part in your watching experience, my advice for you is to move on. There are tons of chuubas out there, you will find one that doesn't make you feel like that. Even if it feels like you're betraying her, or that you're failing some sort of vow, or that you never really liked her to begin with, It will get better, so aim for your happiness
