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Conceptualize a captive Shondo. You smack her around a bit or whatever, shrape, have your fun. At the end of it grab a stool and toss her a rope. Tell her to tie her own noose. You want to watch her hang herself in a kind of "dig your own grave kind of thing." She just kind of looks at you. She fights with it for about 15 minutes and fashions something vaguely resembling a noose. She slips it over her head with shaking hands and clamors on top of the stool. Good girl. Now jump. Deep breath. Closes her eyes and jumps. Bang. Knees clatter onto the cement and she lets out a groan. Knot didn't hold. Do it again Shondo. She takes even longer fiddling with the rope, adrenaline kicking at this point, and she's lowkey upset because she thought she made a good knot. Climbs back up on the stool again. Eyes closed. Deep breath. Jumps. Bang. Same thing. Rolled her ankle on the way down this time. "I'm sorry." Do it again Shondo. Third time, same result. Walk over to her. She looks up and goes to hand the rope to you, "can you just" Goddamn it Shondo no. I'm not doing it for you. I mean, I'll- I'll walk you through it but I'm not doing it for you.
