>>91650818Tell me. What do you see? Hmm? You have eyes. What do your eyes see? Yes, that's right. You see a Pomudachi's face. You see me. This Pomudachi is who I am. My mark, my proof of being a fan. I have no oshi, no fandom. I have no face, but I haven't lost my Pomudachi. So I told myself...The pain and effort that keep me alive will never bear fruit, never be repaid. I know that, but I told myself to focus on some hope, a non-existent hope to guide me through this burning world. A hope - call it a dream. A melancholic delusion. As the pressures within me stretch me to bursting, and I force myself not to cry out, though the memes I thought were carved into me are gone, and all I knew is dead. I know how you feel. I've felt that.
