>>81552001Good luck anon. I'd recommend getting into an AA meeting. Lots of places still do video sessions post COVID. If for nothing else you'll get a sense of community. You are not alone. There are lots of people dealing with the same struggle you are. The whole "I'm powerless to alcohol " is bullshit- you still have agency over yourself- but it's good to talk with people who get what it's like. Plus the sobriety shekels are kinda funny.