>>64254504>>64254766thanks for understanding what i meant with "not caring".
>>64254862the thing is, i only love suityan. i'm a strict hoshiyomi. i'll watch anything she does with her friends but i will never feel the same for her friends/coworkers/whatever. this doesn't mean i don't like her friends, they're simply not the person i've been extremely obsessed with for almost 4 years now. i don't keep tab on composers, singers/whatever because i really don't care about music that much, i only listen to suityan.
suityan talking about her once in a 2h stream doesn't mean anything if they're not directly interacting.
and yes, i would literally forget him (and anyone else); i can easily forget people after ~2 months of no contact. if it's not a constant then it doesn't exist to me.
i'm too old for this and won't reply anymore, i'm tired. peace.
