>>63392023They just don't know how it really feels to have an oshi, I do feel sorry for them sometimes but it is how it is, no harm no foul.
But when you get "an oshi," you fucking KNOW. For me, at least, it was impossible to not know. Even just on her debut stream, before it was even over, I was pretty much feeling electric shocks rock my body just watching her. Like, not even hyperbole, actual shocks going from my spine all the way out to my toes, full-body "Oh she's DIFFERENT" feelings running through me.
When you find your oshi, she just hits you different.
