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Jesus Christ I've never been like this. I called in sick to work today because I'm such a state over this girl. I never thought I'd actually be like this instead of being ironic. All the years of cynical armor on my heart, ripped away in minutes by the living proof that a woman I can love is not just a figmant of a dream but a real, breathing human being out there. Reaching out for the illusion was one thing, but to reach out and find her unattainable through nothing but distance and want is an agony I've never known. It's not fair, I'll never love and be loved.
