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Hi thread reading Shondo, you can't keep doing this forever, and even if you could it wouldn't be a good thing. Doing what you're doing now might seem like it is all you need but in another 6 or 7 years when you're in your 30s and your sisters and brother have all moved out and Shadowmama is living with her new husband and baby bunny and you're living alone with Forest Elder you will be wishing that you had taken the real world more seriously.
People that you meet on the internet aren't really your friends, and all it takes is a couple of weeks or a change of circumstances and they will be gone. You already know this because of what has happened with multiple people in your past and all those other people you interacted with daily and now you've not spoken to in years.
You unironically are going to either have to put yourself out there and get back to where you were at before Vtubing and then push yourself beyond it or you're going to be in for a terrible time when you enter into your real adulthood and realize "Oh shit, all my supposed friends have little time for me now and have families and I'm sat infront of a computer 18 hours a day with nothing to show for it and can't even handle making a phone call to order food or speak to my bank."
Start working on yourself now.
